mampukah aku??

......persoalannya sampai bila mampu aku btahan mampukah aku btahan nampak ketarakah dilema di wajahku luarnya tenang tapi Tuhan saja yang tau.....

it has been 3 years but i still hide it from public
bkn ak xnak ckp,tp jiwa ak kata:
"keep it as secret!"
bila ak cuba lawan, ia seolah kata:
"bodoss..ko nk raih simpati ker?"

gosh...i'm sorry..
really sorry 4 lying u all
i really wanna say da truth, but i cant..

tp,kalu ak ckp gak 1 ari nanti,mampukah korang trima??
atau,nati org akn ckp blakang plak:
"dunt eva trust zazie..she's a great liar!"

ya Allah,im really sori..
ak xmampu truskan pmbohongan ni,
tp ak xmampu ckp yg sebetulnya!

kpd yg da tau:ak sbenrnya xnak ckp pon ngan korang..tp korang da 'terr'tahu dgn scara kebetulan.what i wanna say is,'jz keep it as a secret.dunt eva try 2 tell anyone bout diz..let me tell em by myself...someday..
kpd yg xtau:sori,ak mmg sngaje xbg tau..kalu korang tau pom ape pekdahnye?

Bicara bumbung

Lg 1 novel yg dtulis oleh hlovate.rooftop rant.
Lontarkan. Kalau x ia akn meracun.
Kongsikan.walau skdr pd awan2.
So, verdict?
Memula best, pastu da xbes.mcm novel tunas gak.hehe...sori r hlovate..at least ak jujur.and of koz, most of da tyme she[he?or she?] use da same ayat such as lipat maut, petala kelapan,umm..wat else? Aha..double jerk.not to mention watak heroin die misti nama cam lelaki.khairul batrisya,nur addin shah..hmm..pastu, watak pompuan tu msti cam boyish2 gtu, ske dgr walkman,tp pakai tudung woo..hehe.nway,keep rockin ya hlovate, coz ko da membuatkan ak suka baca buku-tebal-cipan itu.slalunya kalu sebut je novel, trus ak tolak tepi..i mor tim, I like da way u write in English. Boley improve my writin too..
Everyone have skeleton in their closet..
When strangers like family n family like strangers..
Live well or live hell,u choose..
#skdr pau 1-2 ayat yg slalu di-mention-kan oleh hlovate dlm novel ni..nway, whos hlovate xtually?girl or guy?tua ke muda?

A nite to remember?

Kalu bole ak mao ponteng ladies nite.cehh..ak ni suma benda pom nk ponteng.klas, prep, rollcall, surau…

eh, back to my story. Well, kalu ponteng pom best gak hapa..boley tido..

drp duk tgk org dance ntah hapa2..i still remember what kak ya said on that nite “mlm ni kite leh enjoy sepuasnya!” huh, enjoy hotak kau.x njoy lasum!like what kelantanese said”xdak hapah!” koya nk dance gne lgu ‘just dance’tp da cm tarian zapin! Org len cbuk2 cari bju baru tuk nk pakai mlm tu..siap bli yg baru ag..haha.ak, maintan bju tshirt stripes tuh..and skinny jeans,n sneakers.”da cam nk g gig je..”kate amy. Eleh,stakat party hampeh camtu, nasib baek ak x pakai pyjamas je!

sesajoo..

hari ini

ari ni ak wat muka ngan Ma.jht tol ak.kan?.mende kocik je.tp ak...aha...ak mmg kojam.bgun pg2 je trus wat muka masam.heh!

nway,ari ni ak viu blog bdk srwk yg disarkan kat yezz! jun09 aritu.www.nadia-nasir.blogspot.com/
simple jer.mcm yg ak pnye gak.ahahh!
so ak cilok die pnye survey:-

taken or single
single n available!;p
are you happy with where you are?
not really
when you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
not really
have you ever had your heart broken?
nope..i guess
would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
depend
have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
nope!wat nate hapo kcek psl tuh!
do you want kids?
pas kawin bley la.tp ak xske bdk2 sbnrnya..;p
how many?
xyah tnye bleh?
would you consider adoption?
tatau
if somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to tell you?
yeah!
do you enjoy playing hard to get?
what?
do you believe love at first sight exists?
yup
do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
not really
do you believe that you can change someone?
probably yeah
do you have feelings for someone right now?
nope...
do you still have feelings for an ex?
ak ni ex pon xdop
how old do you want to be when you get married?
27..but depend on wat we call as jodoh ;p[hehe,kcik2 panda doh..]
would you ever consider getting married in high school?
nehi2
would you marry any of your ex`s if they ask?
tidakkk!

dat's hOOoribLE!

i HATE children.
i'm Sick wit em.
arghh!!
i dont want to babysit em!!
hahaha..
truk kan?
dat the truth.
plg2 ak ske pon adk2 ak je.
doram tu pon annoying smacam.
hehe..;p
jgn marah aa..Ma..
i went to public lib.pg td.
ajatnye nk wt omwork.
smbil on9 2-3 jam.hehe.
1 mor tng,nk escape dr jga adk2 ak yg bising x ingt.
leh la dpt ktenangan sket.;D
tp suma tu hnya mimpi.
coz Ma suh doram ikot skali!
gosh!dat was TOTALLY terrible!
kash was run here n there!
shouting like he was in pasar!
but that was LIBRARY!
man, he HUMILIATE me!
Ma,can u take away em from me?
i'm sick!sick!sick!!!

iWant! iPhone!

mak aii..cunnyer..
iWant it!
iWant it!
iWant it!

td ak balik umah nenet located
approx. 10 km dr umah ak..hehe
ak lihat pkck ak ad mende best nih..
fuyooo!
walaupun ak x merasa ad mende nih,
at least ak smpt la merasa cik iPhone nni..aha!

mAgs 7

xtually ak x brape stuju ngan nme nihh..
skema thp gaban..
kalu silly six kan bes..tp 2 la,juz 6